Friday, March 26, 2010

meri aarzoo ..

mujhme chupa ek raaz hai tu , mujhme chupa ek ehsaas hai tu ..

mere jeevan ka anpadha , fir bhi sabse sundar adhyay hai tu ..

tere kahe har alfaz ko dil me chupaye rakhna hai ..

tu hi meri zindagi ki wajah , tu hi bas aakhri tamanna hai ..

dil janta hi ki ek din tu chala jayega , aur ye dil fir tanha reh jayega ..

sari zindagi is dil ne manga tujhe , aur tu hi ab ise dukhaega ..

tujhe dur jata hua dekh kr , ye dil apne aapko akela paega ..

fir bhi has has kr , apne har gam ko khud se hi chupaega ..

jate jate jb tu mujhko apne dil se lagaega ..

tab bhi ye bechara dil , chah kr bhi tujhko rok na paega or na hi kbhi tujhe bhulaega .. :(

ye dil ..

dil ne kaha pyar na kar , pyar kar pr aitbaar na kar ..

dil tera dobara tut jayega , aur fir ruth kr wo chala jayega ..

uske jane pr yu aitraz na kar , aitraz kr magar fir se pyar na kar ..

kyu fir ye dil dukhta hai , har jagah har pal bas usi ko dhundta hai ..

fir bhi ye usi se pyar karta hai ,uske ek deedar k liye tarasta hai ..

use kisi aur k sath dekh kr rota hai , aur pal pal har pal usi pe marta hai ..

"wo aayega" har bar bas yhi kehta hai , fir bhi use bhul jau ye chahta hai ..

har aahat sun fir bhi ye dhadakta hai , aur use waha na paa kr uska intzar karta hai ..

bhulna bhi chahu, fir bhi ye har lamha usi ki yaad dilata hai

fir bhi merii halat ka zimmedar mujhe hi tehrata hai .. :(

first day of my college ..

everything was strange , everyone was mysterious..
still to know them , my heart was so curious
being a part of a huge crowd, still i was so lonely..
finally found a girl with whom i could relate myself so closely
i asked d girl what was her name .. ??
bt i guess my presence to her was xtremely lame
i don't know why she left me alone there..
and her nature to me was exceptionally rare
my eyes were so amazed to see the same girl in my class..
and she was looking so expressionless , just like an empty glass
her name is SHWETA WATTAL (8EC-107), she finally told me..
and from that day i knew that she was written in my distiny
the tym when we were trying to explore each other..
a teacher with a cap (FCP) entered and our conversation didn't go any further
it was then our lectures started off like no other thing ..
and on the very first day, we were asked to cut off our not so developed wings
we were told to leave for our buses at 4..
while entering my bus 11-D , my heart was on a roar
after entering into my bus , i could find a girl of my batch ..
and she was the only one with whom i could attach
"my name is DIVYA KAUSHIK(8ECW-019) , she introduced herself to me ..
and her charming smile filled my heart with glee
both of us were trying to ignore our seniors ..
as if they had done something to us extremely vicious
then 2 of our seniors (bhavdeep and aakrit) cm in the front..
to take the permission in order to have our intro for some fun
we were staring at them , not because they are really hansome ..
but so as to listen to their conversation nd hoping dat our inchange wnt iv them the permission
but i guess i was exepecting too much out of him ..
and then i wanted to know whether he was the incharge or they were the one !!!
one with the french beard ( aakrit sir) and an innocent face ..
yet not so trusting with his mischievious trace
and the one on blue and white ( bhavdeep sir) looked so handsome ..
that i was speechless and don't have the words to describe
still i wanted to ignore their presence ..
because i was actually very afraid of their arrogance
finally don't know where bt we jumped out of the bus ..
leaving behind my belongings , to get out of ragging fuss
today i want to go back to the time ..
and want to live those moments that made my very first day shine ..

THANK YOU SO MCH TO SHWETA , DIVYA , BHAVDEEP SIR AND AAKRIT SIR ..

Thursday, March 25, 2010

wo ajnabee ..

anjana andekha sa khwab hai tu
dil k kone me chupa ek raaz hai tu.
barish ki bundo me dhunde jise
wo mera haseen jazbat hai tu
har taraf mehsus dil jise kare
wahi sirf mera aur mera DDLJ ka Raj hai tu
dil ki dhadkan bhi jise na samajh saki
wo mera anchua ehsas hai tu
mere hoth bhi na kar sake bayaan jise
wo mera sajaya hua lafzo ka haar hai tu
kaano me gunje awaaz jiski
wahi har disha ghumti mad mast fiza hai tu
hai jagah dikhta mujhe chehra jiska
wo meri ankho me chupa dildar hai tu
dekha nhi kbhi in ankho ne jise
wahi dil todta fir bhi jaan se pyara khwab hai tu
dilbar hai tu diljigar hai tu
sirf mera aur mera har janam ka sathi hai tu