Saturday, July 24, 2010

"dream"

Birds were singing and the sun was shining bright
I was still on bed holding my blanket very tight ..
I was not in d mood to get rid of it
Obviously was not known by the gods trick ..
Finally I got up and drank a glass of water
It was dn my parents entered jst to say “ v r going , gd bye daughter”..
Though it was jst a usual start for the day for me
Bt my heart cud feel smthng special and it was full of glee..
It was continuously telling me dat “ gal ur missing something “
Bt my mind said dat its rubbish and drez absolutely nothing ..
I looked at the calendar and it wasn’t my b’day or any such day
And dn realized dat dey are still at a bay..
I went to my PC and opened the net
A mail stumbled and I tot it to be a confirmatn one or smthn lyk dat ..
Bt I was so shocked that I cant tell you hw happy I was
Jst dn everything seemed so beautiful lyk a garden full of flower and green grass..
It was neither confirmation nor any forwarded mail
Bt my love saying dat “ m coming “ making me feel gail ..
There was so much to do dat I got confused what to do 1st for ur welcm
I was so excited dat gt scared if I forgot to preapare some..
Oh god I was so happy dat I was feeling dat m on cloud nine
And this is y I wanted to make our meeting very shine..
I went to mkt nd gt chocolates, flowers and all your favourite stuff
Dis is how d day ended with the sun setting making the clouds buff..
Finally the day came and I packed each nd everythn with my luv and affectn
May be bcuz I wanted to shw u dat m betr wen it comes ti perfection..
I tuk the keys of my car and reached our meeting point 2 hrs before
Bcuz I really wanted to make u feel like a prince of a castle dat too on a shore ...
Ahh god knows hw the tym passed in preparations
And dn I dnt hv to wait much for the beautiful celebration..
Gosh I wanted to ask you so much of questions
And above all I wanted to make you feel wat was my situation..
My heart silently said “ please come soon “ cuz dat tym evern a min seemed lyk an hour
No wonder I was a patient of disease called ishq , mohabbat and pyar..
My curiosity came to an end wn I saw u walking thru the door
Dn even the sea seemed happy and made a roar ..
I cudnt believe that u were standing nxt to me
That I was speechless and forget to ask u to have a seat nd a cup of tea..
You managed to ask “ how are u my dear “ with a smile on ur face
It was dn I hugged u and cried askin whr were u with not even a singl trace..
You said nothing but held meso tightly in your arms
Dat it looked as if even d god wanted to hold the tym and our charm ...........

" kyu "

KYU AB SAB KCH KEH KAR BHI HAR BAAT ADHURI REHTI HAI ,
KYU BINA KCH KAHE BHI USKI HAR BAAT SAMAJH ME AATI HAI ..
KYU AB NAZRE SIRF USI KI RAAH TAKTI HAI ,
KYU GHANTO USKA INTZAR KARKE BHI YE NHI THAKTI HAI .. KYU AB YE DIN SIRF USI KI RAAH ME KAT TA HAI ,
KYU USKI EK JHALAK PAA KAR YE DIL IS QADAR DHADAKTA HAI ..
KYU AB USKA ZIKRA AATE HI YE DIL YU SHARMATA HAI ,
KYU USKA NAAM SUNTE HI YE WAQT THEHER JATA HAI ..
KYU AB USKE SAAMNE HAR KOI BEGANA SA LAGTA HAI ,
KYU USKE NA HONE PAR SAB KUCH ANDEKHA ANJANA SA LAGTA HAI ..
KYU AB YE HAWA BHI MUJHSE BAATEIN KARTI HAI ,
KYU EK HAWA KA JHOKA BHI MERA MAZAQ UDATA HAI ..
KYU HAR SUNI UNSUNI BAAT MERA HI AFSANA LAGTA HAI ,
KYU HAR GEET GAZAL MERA HI TARANA LAGTA HAI ..
KYU AB SAB MUJHE USKI DEEWANI KEHTE HAI ,
KYU AB SAB MUJHE EK ADHURI KAHANI KEHTE HAI ..
KYU USKE SAAMNE AATE HI MAI SAB KUCH BHUL JATI HU ,
KYU FIR USKE JAATE HI MAI BHID ME TANHA REH JATI HU ..
KYU HO JATI HAI YE ZINDAGI BHI BEWAQT PURI , KYU IS ZINDAGI KA KOI AASHIYANA NHI HOTA ……….


P.S. some questions are never answered ….